Below are the 16 most recent journal entries recorded in manillacoke's LiveJournal:

Wednesday, May 27th, 2009
7:50 pm	she said i cant take the place im leavin it behind hey there, so so so i applied thru ucas and everythin is goin grand :) ive decided im goin to england to uni, yeah how random. i got an offer for architecture in anglia ruskin, thats in essex so i shall be attendin there in september, its a conditional offer but the condition is to send away copies of my exam results (the a levels i already have haha!) everyone is makin me feel so bad about leavin n livin over there, but like i cant stay here all my life and i dont wanna go to queens nemore, its a glorified derry up in belfast now. its all the same people and bleh. and the troubles are flairin up again too which is another reason it wud be good to get the feck outta the north! im gona miss my friends tho :( they better come see me :(:( so im a diet where i only eat 500 calories a day, 700 is the max and thats only if i have a bad day. its so that when i move away im back to my size 6 days, well tbh im still a size 6 in some parts of my body, my boobs and hips have just gotten massive!! i swear i put on a stone and my boobs went from 32B to 34DD... yeah joyous. no clothes fit me, my waist is still like 22 inches but sacked if i can show it!! they dont make clothes for people like me :( ah well. oh im exercising too like, not just cuttin down the food, and im still healthy like! so tis all good. umm, oh i have like nooo guys in my life nemore! that amazin guy id been datin turned out to be seriously wayyy too emotional (oh roisin you never spend any time with me, your always with your friends!!) seriously, dude, im 20 not 35, i dont wanna feckin settle down!!!! oh so aswell im goin on holiday in like 3 weeks hehehe :D im goin to corfu! to kavos, its just me n ned goin like but it shall be klass craic!!! then in october im goin to a little town just outside milan for a wedding! i might also be goin to new york in late august, depends when i have to go away to uni really. either way i reckon ill be well travelled this year hehe :D my hair is nearly back to brown again now!! theres still blonde at the bottom but like the brown is around my face n all, the blonde is pretty much nearly gone, i cant cut it out just yet tho, it wud make the hair too short for my holiday, so ill cut it around july :D ill be preoperly brunette for the first tie in yearssss and then like within a week ill probs be blonde again ha! me and clare have a plan its awesome. i need to quit eatin oxo cubes. its so bad for me. umm.... okay thats all for now xx Current Mood: blah Current Music: snoop (Comment on this)
Saturday, February 21st, 2009
4:53 pm	aw man aw man, yeah ive taken to sayin that alot recently :/ duno if i like it or not yet wow i cant actually believe how long its been since i was on here, i found a whole loada pics of me from when i was like 16/17 on here, scary times considerin im nearly 20 :S im havin serious issues with leavin my teen years behind lol, i suddenly feel mean for takin the piss outta my friends when they turned 20, *YOUR HALF WAY TO 40 NOW LOVE!!* bad roisin :P aw man, so dealio is, i hated computer science after a while, it just wasnt what i wanted to do and it made me sad, so i left after 1st year, now im back doin my 4th and 5th alevels and a C&G in autoCAD and goin for my architecture again :D better get in this time, tho im makin sure i do lol ammm, im single as usual LOLOLOL OMG guess what too, mind how like every single entry in here has somthing about how madly in love wi damon i was? well im over that now, have been for a while he completely cut me off in august last year and its the only good thing he ever did for me! it was the only way i was goin to get over him and it worked, im sorta datin a guy now and hes klass :D but then i found out a few weeks ago that my EX best friend and the EX guy of my dreams (EUGH) were makin out behind my back !!! lmao, yeah so bet her bf will love that when he finds out seein as damon is liams best friend damon was makin out wi tina tina was my best friend liam and tina were/are goin steady ... lol and now i know the whole dealio and none of them know i know... hmm its madness :D theres a whole back story too, like why would i care nemore, shes not me bestie nemore and he means nothin? the answer you see is that i was a bitch tina and liam broke up for a few months back in june/july/august 08 i went wi liam, yeah i know, my bad, you DONT go wth your best friends ex no matter how long theyve been broken up!! well that resulted in tina dn liam gettin back 2gether and then tina totally excommunicating me from the group of friends id been round for years! yeah she went mad, from landin at my flat at 3am to shout the face of me, to tellin my friends *includin my flatmate* to choose between me and her cause noone could be friends with both of us after what id done and i beat myself up about it, proper cried when i was durnk n the works, said sorry a thousand times then the relented and said she thought we could work things out but i still blamed myself and said i deserved all the things shed put me thru then a few weeks ago durin a drunken cry about how id fucked up, i found out about her n damon and well that changed everything shes gone wi him b4 her and liam had broken up before id done anything wrong so all that tme shed been goin mad at me, shed done worse, shed not only been a bitch to me but shed dogged her bf aswell id only gone wi a single guy (who tbh id gone wi first but i dont like bringin that up, seems churlish) so i just cut ties with her, she has an idea that i know but doesnt kno for sure im not goin to make a song and dance outta it like she did but im just not goin to be around someone who lies so efficiently aaaaaanyways so thats the gossips lol its ash's 20th 2night so im goin to a gay bar to boogie on down ooooh yeah :P and my fingers are kinda numb cause i typed that all while fast ^^ the subject kinda gets on my last nerve lol okies thats all laters! xx Current Mood: bitchy Current Music: silence (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 13th, 2007
12:29 am	everything well, i got into UU yey go me, and suprisingly enough i actually love it!! when im up in magee i dont feel like im still in shitty derry!! but then i go to get the bus home and walk onto the strand road and its like.. fuck am i realli still here.. so parents are like pressuring me to leave next year, which is good! i get away from derry, but bad cause i might not like the new uni :\ meh so i love love love my course!!! oh yes, i do computer science :D i think im far happier doin this that i would have been doin any other course to be completely honest.. three modules this semester : math 1, algorithms and programming 1 and systems analysis and data management haha long names but there pretty cool, i LOVE math and programming, systems is boring as fuck, its like exactly the same as A level ICT!! aw well, my phones being a bitch.. oh hahahaha ive managed to spend near a grand on my dads credit card :S which isnt SO bad cause he aloud me to use it for new clothes for uni... but he only aloud me to spend $400 which is like £200 lol!!!!! eek woopsies aw well hell be grand. so parents are gettin me a new laptop for school for xmas :D:D:D:D:D i love this one, liek realli do LOVE it but i need a wireless one for school so meh. amm, oh yeah so guys, well ive met some new guys at uni but the same things seems to happen to me, i liek them and i found a guy i quite liked!! and he was so so soooo sweet and lovely and now, like a month later hes like meh and just bes all whatever.. whic okay is to be expected with my track record to be honest.. oh and i went back to old whore face too, cause i was kinda all bleh about the guy being cold to me so i started hangin out with whore face again, havin him over when my family went away for the night n all yeah.. and he completely denighed me to my BEST friend.. like was all wtf .. meh i duno, hes a dick but i kinda knew that all along, so its no great shock that hes acts like one.. but yeah so i had been callin up to see him basically every day but now, i just havnt spoken to him since he said that.. and sick sick sick as it is, i miss him !! seriously i realli need someone to find my brain and shoot me in it!! i dont wanna go back to him again, he only uses me !! hah for stuff and money like, and i know it and still go back to him which makes me a stupid whore! so i honest to god just wish i didnt like him cause i like him so much that i know my resolve will crack and ill get lonely up in uni some day and just wander to his and be all.. hi.. thats another problem with my uni, i have no friends in my classes so i spend a lot of time between classes alone.. and he lives so so so close to campus.. its too easy.. i hate it. so if i leave then hes not a problem, iwont see him anymore and ill be better.. AW I DUNOOOOOO i have programming tomorrow at nine so i better get some sleep.. (i hate my life actually) and i scratched my thumb 2day and its so sore :( xx Current Mood: cranky Current Music: radio one rock show (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 28th, 2007
12:46 pm	uni :( i HAVE to get into uni :|:|:| right long story short(er), i got my a level results and i got BBC, i needed BBB to get into queens for architecture but when i phoned up and asked queens if i was good and maybe theyd still take me they said to *wait* so did, and they kept me waiting a.full.week. when the week was over they said no :D so i was left goin to glasgow to go to do neuroscience which is a course i wud love love to do but i dont realli wanna go to glasgow, SO i declined glasgow and was all hmm i still realli wanna go to queens, SO i went into clearing and decided to try n go to computer science at queens, phoned and emailed and the full works but no.. all the spaces were gone by this point (because they had kept me waiting so go damn long) so then i cudnt go to queens and id been released from glasgow, so i have no university to go to !!! bad bad situation for like the 26th of august :| so then i start lookin for other courses , doesnt matter where realli just need to get into uni and get my degree!! so i apply all over the place, and now im lookin to get into university of ulster! i got a reply from chester uni this morning sayin they could offer me a place in the computer science course at their uni so at least i have a uni again :D but i wanna got to UU now :\ they havnt emailed me back yet :( and i realli realli need to know soon. oh and mums not lettin me move out if i stay here n go to uni, fucker, ill fry her head till she *wants* me to move out. she thinks its gona be like high school was!! but nope uni is wayyyy diff, there are no rules!! no rules she shud be able to put on me now, im 18 years old like, she still thinks she can stop me going to my best friends house or staying out past 4 haha well see thats the suprises i have in store for this year, assuming of course i get into UU which i hope hope hope i do!!! i have the grades!!! i just hope to god there are spaces and that they give me one of the spaces!!! okay so if your reading this (which i sumhow dont think anyone will be) say a prayer to whatever god you prey to!!! or like.. wish or do whatever you do !! i realli want this eek. well i shall write more when i know what uni im goin to :| oh and still no boyfriend, thats the bad thing about stayin at home, boys here are all twats.. and are grand for randomly goin with but try n talk to them and you just get shit comin out their mouths :\ aw well xx Current Mood: anxious (Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 25th, 2007
2:06 pm	uni! woo so im finished thornhill (like ages ago) haha, went to malia, was amaze! still have a good wee tan from it! we did go there durin a heatwave lmao :P loves it :D soooo i have.. eight piercings now! i wanna get either a septum or my lip done.. but i know ill end up not gettin either .. kinda want to get my tattoo too, moneys a problem right nuff since i left school, but on the bright side pure gettin application forms from places so gona have a job soon :D thank jebus coz i need one mucho :|:|:| so exam results come out in less than a month ... eeep :| so scary!! spech cause i need BBB and i duno if i got it! and i duno if they will accept ABC in place of it.. yeahhh i wanna do architecture at queens :D so fingers crossed i get the marks (even tho i dont think i will) aw well hmm so i got my hair cut yesterday!! it was like to the top of my ass but it was soooooo thin n icky, like all stragly hair at the ends n all, was yuk, n now its just past my shoulders but at least its all the ones length again and thicker :D not colourin it nemore (for a while neways) am gona let the blonde grow out n just got bk to natural awl brown ! might aswell im pure in love with the classic look now, ya know like natural hair and gah, i still wont have it but ill be closer!! aw well, gah im hungry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :(:( so pure sending away the comodation forms 2day once i get that cheque of yvonne.. must go get that soon too.. hmm.. oooo and i have a plan *nods* the plan includes sticking to the motto, out of sight out of mind, and finding myself a new boy b4 september :D and having a bf during september :D this is for reasons best kept to myself.. and mum cause i already told her haha so dad wants us to go to israel, but i dont wanna go there !! i wanna go to italy!! so im gona say that to mum n hopefully we can go b4 august is over *nods* first week in august wud be the best realli.. neways get to that laters! kk im gona go coz im bored now :D xx Current Mood: drained Current Music: manson (Comment on this)
Thursday, April 5th, 2007
5:42 pm	sick im soooooooooooo sick :(:( i hate being ill!!! and yesterday was the first time in seven years that ive gone home early from school because of being ill.. it sux but i have my antibiotics n all now so hopefully ill be okay in a few dayssss just need some painkillers now :| aw well so yey holiday!! i paid another 60 of it on tuesday so i have.... 170 left to pay.. which is okay like...i get another 60 quid *i think* in 2 weeks so ill put that 2wards the holiday n then *hopefully* bithday money will cover the rest of the cost :| hehe ill be 18 in less than 2 weeks now :D :D :D cant wait, then ill actualy be able to go out with no worries about gettin turned lol!! hmm, aragh im sooo hungry!!! i havnt eaten in two bloody days!!!!!!! its awful :'( i love my food but i CANT eat, i have a terrible throat infection *which i keep complainin about* bu i cant help it!! my tonsils are... welll. massive .. and ew...and my head hurts and my skin in general hurts :( even drinkin water hurts but i need to :( ive lost 4 lbs in the past three days .. :| thats NOT healthy like!!! im 6st 13 atm now .. which is all fine n well but im not gona be able to eat untill im well again which will be another few days..last time i had this infection i lost 6 lbs but i was a bit heaver then so i only went down to 7st, this time i started off a bit lighter so losing so much is badddd at the same time tho... cud do with gettin this illness 2 weeks b4 goin on holiday :P hehe mehhhhh oh and HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAA thats evil laughter at a girl in school who didnt shut up about this guy for like...all year.... and now lol...hes goin steady with sumone else and shes raginnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn and it amuses me soooooooooo much coz i dont like her!! haha aw dear, but i cant tell the ppl in school that *shakes head* theyd think i was mean or being silly or sumit...but still :P serves her right haha! XP latersssssssssssssssssssssssssssss xx Current Music: nickleback (Comment on this)
Thursday, March 8th, 2007
4:56 pm	formal n all! hiooo soooo i had my formal :D:D it was amaze! i had the dress, the limo, the hair, the make up the jewelary the shoes, the whole works!!! and the date of course lol hehe :D it was actually such an amaze nite, like, a fairytale of sumit!! when your around blokes who are assholes for so long you start to forget that there are still good ones about :) my date was really good to me, made me feel special and made me so proud in front of all people from school :) and was brill craic too which is the main thing :P ended up goin wi him which is all good, were still mates like but it made my nite, aw was klasssssssssssssss but neways! so i have three offers from universities now, still waitin on two from queens and one from coleraine, i know i have the offer from coleraine it just hasnt shown up on ucas yet... hmm aw well... mmm mums makin lasana *i cant spell but u get the idea* n i can smell it here n its brilll.....mmmm ooo sooooooooo me n the friends and ppl..*girls in our group at school* are goin to tenerife!! how klass! we have to pay a 50 quid deposit by next week, which should be okay coz i have EMA like but i also have to pay for repeat exams next week :|:| neways the holiday shud be amaze :D:D:D were goin for a week in july, gettin 2 apartment hotel thingies, gona be klass, i think theres about 16 of us goin so shud be fun! i must buy myself about 8 bikinis! and tone up :| :'( no more maffis bags of doritos for meeeeeee sigh hehe awk cant wait tho, n then that will be me finished high school!! its insane! neways gona head on now, but ..... go me, im thinking about *D* less n less n gettin over it...bout time says all my mates but ya know how it is.... hehe laters xx Current Music: none (Comment on this)
Sunday, February 4th, 2007
10:07 pm	boo you whore hey hmm were to begin, well last time i wrote on here id just gone wi damon again lol and i was quite upset by the whole ordeal. since then ive like thought about it n blah blah well othre stuff has happened and things have changed a good wee bit. well the next time i saw damon after goin with him back in december was at new year, christina has a new years party at her house! which was a good party may i add :) but neways, so we were all sittin in drinkin and all that when damon lands over with jessica...so i was sittin like....fuck ok then. there was about 6 or 7 of us in the house at this point, so when everyone went into the sittin room i got up and went into the kitchen under the pretense (sp?) of gettin a new drink, but i refused to go back into the sittin room cause it HURT seeing them 2 together.. so next thing i know damon comes out to the kitchen and is all * what wrong? * but i say nothing and he is all ok n holds out his arms for a hug...so me being me i hug him lol and the jessica walks into the kitchen so them 2 just stand lookin at me .. but then christina walks in and sees the lovely assortment in her kitchen and them 2 hangin off each other while lookin at me.. and says *roisin has a hott guy comin over* ..and jessica is all like yey! wow roisin thats amaze! and i duno wat damon did..prob nothing.. its true tho, i did have a hott guy coming over, i didnt know damon was gona be there in the first place, so id been txtn a guy i liked...and asked him over for new years, so that was grand, blah blah i got very drunk.. and finally the guy arrived now let me discribe this guy..hes tall. very very tall..like 6'4 or sumit, and hes hawt like, but neways, he gets in about 20 to 12 and i get him a drink and take him into the sittin room and we kiss at midnight :) which i was happy about :) but then....well....stuff happened .. not in the sittin room...n blah blah like i said i was very drunk... neways i didnt hear from that so called hawt guy again since. next time i saw damon he was wi jess again, i was at liams with christina n they arrived, n i was just sittin at the computer n he has the cheek to ask me to get up so he can have my seat!!! i was like....no? so he went in the corner with the laptop n didnt talk all night except to exclaim half way thru the nite that i was being while mean to him...dispite the fact i literally said 2 sentance to him all nite then saw him again on his n liams 19th birthday party at tinas house.. was funi, cooke n damon did a *strip tease* for liam..funiest thing i saw in a long time lol i ended up flirting with damon an cooke all night was talkin to damon the day after but not since, and that was like 2 weeks ago or sumit was talkin to cooke 2nite actually, he aked if i wanted him to teach me how to play pool.... saw the so called *hawt guy* from new years, in town on sat aswell, just ignored him tho, he isnt worth it. ass that he is. grr. araghhhhhhh me n tina have a theory but ... well im not sure if i trust it yet.. blah so thats all thats happened since last time....oh and i got three offers from uni so far :D includin architecture at queens :D:D:D laters n love xx Current Mood: morose (Comment on this)
Saturday, December 23rd, 2006
9:02 pm	i went with him again :\ smart one eh roisin. i mean seriously i know what he is like and i know that when i kiss him im not gona hear from him for AT LEAST 4 months!!!! i mean, i duno i must be lookin to get hurt or sumit, and even while it was happenin i was thinkin to myself i shudnt be doin this, i can pretend i dont care and i know not to expect anything but when it comes down to it i still do. and i know this. i knew this, and i still did it and now im kickin myself. i mean i dont regret anything ive ever done, theres no point. i feel insanely stupid for goin wi him again, like sumone shud just take me outside and shoot me thru the head but i dont regret it like. id prob do it again if the chance came about. which is exactly why im not gona let the chance come about again. he isnt comin over here again, and im not goin to his, tho i dont go there neways. and i dont ever see him out so i have no worries about that. he wont come online when im online for a few months now and when he does he wont talk to me so there no harm there. god i just feel so stupid. but i knew it was gona happen. i mean i hoped that when he came over he would stay, and he did. and i hoped that everyone else wud leave, and they did. and i hoped that if he stayed sumit wud happen, and it did. so i wanted this even tho i knew how things wud be afterwards. i kept sayin before how i wished me and him could be just friends, well i guess that isnt gona happen, i may have hoped all that stuff wud have happend but i never ever thot it actually wud, i invited him as a friend. but it seems me n him cant be friends coz i liek him to much and he likes to use girls too much. and i can sit now and hope and prey that me n him will be friends again but whats the point, we spend months building a friendship just so that one day or one night we will kiss or do sumthing and then it will go back to as if we dont know each other and have to start all over again. its completely pointless, he doesnt even liek me!!! he only keeps me as a back up for when hes bored or when he wanted to make one of his other girls more interested by gettin them jealous. i mean he only ever invites me over when hes bored. and i was doin good too, never goin but then this happend and now he wont even tlak to me and aragh i duno its all so god damn stupid and you know what i dont think ill even bother anymore, i mean whats the point, its just goin oin circles, we obviously cant be friends and we pbviously cant be anything more, so why try. i know i wanna be able to do that ^ think it and actually follow it thru but i wont, ill tlak to him and make friends and then fall all over again, get jealous, hate the other girls, go with him and think this all over again. this is liek the third time this has happened. and i hate it. but i keep going back. and i hate myself for being so weak, i wasnt wi other guys! i mean i was totally in love with one guy and it broke my heart to break up with him but he was treating me bad andi still done it. but this guy, he treats me worse that i cud have ever imagined, and i let him. and i still be nice to him and just everyhitng. i dont understand it myself. i duno, the sooner i go away to uni the better. ill be away from derry and away from him. hopefully ill be in belfast and ill find myself a nice belfast stoner to lust after haha later xx (Comment on this)
Monday, November 20th, 2006
6:43 pm	i am pissed. not as in drunk. juts pissed off. right , D was at my house and we hung out for a while and he told me stuff cause people do talk when theyr hangin out like, but he said he didnt want J to ask him to the formal cause he didnt wanna go to it with her so i was all oo. then blah he left and the end of that week was one of my mates 18th's so i went there and my best mate tina was there n i told her what D had sed about the formal. and see tina wud be friends with J. so she told J so that she wudnt get hurt and wud see how much of a dick D is. however J just went back to D and was all roisin told me u sed u didnt wanna go the formal with me. and started shit liek that with him. so now D is pissed at me which pisses me off. after all the shit he has said about me. i was pissed, i told him and i got over it. we were still friends. but he is pissed and even tho it isnt true hes believing i told J what he said. but i didnt i told my best mate. who told J. not me. so i hate how he doesnt believe me. after all the stuff i believed him about. hes a fucker. dont knwo how i EVER fancied him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and as for J, shes a fucking bitch!!! she knows it wud ruin any tatters of friendship me n D had if she sed id told her that. so obviously she tell him i sed it. i have to see her in school all the time. thats gona be funi. im not sure whether to let rip n tell her how much of a bitch she is or to just not look at her or tlak to her or even let on that i know shes near me. i hate her as much as i hate him. they desrve each other. fuckers. on a lighter mood i got my tragus pierced on sat. love it. xx Current Mood: angry Current Music: some random song about being patient (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, October 22nd, 2006
10:09 pm	bck at school yep back at school, tho for the last time! my last year now thank god in some ways and boo in others :) got AAB in my AS's and predicted about the same this year so yay :) so i havnt got a job... summer job thingie that i did ended in august till next year again so meh, just school and its a boring pile of poo. and half my friends are all poo. meh but lets see since startin school again ive gone wi 2 guys! which is good for me seeing as ive only gone wi three guys all year. which is cool enough but now havnt gone wi ne one in a few weeks and im all booo :( come back boys! aw well i guess i need to go out to meet new guys..problem is i cant go out, number one, all my friends are goin steady so they dont WANT to go out. and im only 17 and cant get into bars yet. and theres nowere else to go other than bars poooooooo. i cant wait till i leave derry. its too boeing for life. and i dont wanna go to my own formal :\ loadsaaaa reasons but i really dont think ill have fun at it just. neways im away laters x (Comment on this)
Friday, August 4th, 2006
6:27 pm	bk at work so sweet fuck all is up im sooooooooooo boreddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd and yah im back at work again, its fun :D we had a chill out friday thing today, which was very cool coz roo brought in singstar and ..well it was fun lol ooo i luff this song neways so boring life = my life tinas party 2mro, shes 18 and all growed up i dont have a date to the party *cries* but oh well neways im away xx (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, July 24th, 2006
9:40 pm	meh meh meh meh i got a new top today..its all corsetty and lacy and all, very pretty indeedy i must say. so im applying for a few jobs *nods* meh everyones goin paintballing 2m :'( i cant go AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH im hungry neways x (Comment on this)
Sunday, June 11th, 2006
12:38 am	new piercing hey there my people i happen to b a weeee bit drunk at the mo i was ata family thing 2nite jst so earlier 2dey i was in town n took my piercing savings and went up to ringinmathing and got my helix!! now i have that, my normal part of ears done and my tongue! and just let me sey this the helix hurt a billiojn times MORE than my tongue!!! like owwwww. stevo went offline there now. but yeh so i wanna get anuther piercin in the same ear but like mid way up, my bestie tina has it done lol. shes gettin her tongue done soon actually. neweys thats bout all realli. still havnt heard/ seen damon. haha suprise suprise. its a good thing tho out of sight MOSTLY out of mind..and only in mind wen im bitchion :D ye proud lik! xx Current Mood: sore Current Music: orson - no 2mro (Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 3rd, 2006
9:19 am	internet so my internet got taken out and it makes me sad like this :( so im doin this form school and bleh bleh bleh bleh. its funi how as i type the screen follows wat am typing haha im easliy amused as we all know. i need to get some friends on here. im in ICT and posed to be all study study but like, meh, teachers not in so like.whyyyy, and grr aswell coz all my science coursework has to be in by friday :\'( and im nowere near finishd criessssssssssss. neways in school so cant stay hope to be havin the net back soonish roisin xx (Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 19th, 2006
12:28 am	it was me birfday hey ther so, yesterday *even tho its 2day but it went past 12* is my 17th, woo like, well me bestie tina hadda party fer me which pure fookn rawkd, tina does pure make sure i have rawkn birfdays! got quite drunk indeedy lol, that was on the 17th *my birfdays the 18th* so i woke up this mornin wi a hangover lol but meh, but the party was good, fer ages it wuz jst me n tina n a loada guys so i wasnt complainin like! me the onli single chick there like! but awk, as fate wud have it the onli guy i wanted wudnt have me *sniffle sniffle* but i was grand like, unfortunatly i started talkin about sex while drunk..not a good thing *nope* but meh, this guy, we shall call him..exhibit M, me n him get on reallli well, like were realli good mates n all like, but awk its a pure long story, but i like him, n i ThOuGhT he liked me toooo, but i guess i was wrong :\ coz he sed nooooooooo to me :( even tho then we sat n chattd fer ages, .. and he stuck an ice pack down me back..and tried to sober me up so i wudnt get into bother at home, see were good mates n i luf him to bits :'( and me mum gave him a lift home in the car after the party too, so they were chattin away hehe which was funi coz they never met b4, and he was all sayin he mite see me in town the next day so i went into town wi 2 of me other mateys *a couple* .. *smart me* and we were in town about 15 min or sumit wen we ran rite into him! and i was all :D so i got me maffis bday hug and we hadda laf about me being hungover this mornin n he came round wi us n was good n all, but then shit got boring as usual, and this is weird, coz usually wenever im wi him im literally never bored, but yea, meh, boredddd, then he saw sum girlie friends of his and jst walkd off wi them :'( never even sed bye :( so i was all grr and i totally over reacted and let it ruin my bday *nods* yep i did, so yea, bleh, pure obvious to anyone who knows me who am talkn bout meh, newyas i got loadsa pressie and they pure rawk batman t shirt - emmett teh t shirt - rachel party and alcohol *:D:D* - tina mixer - liam (lol) lollipop - clare hug - damon tongue piercing - mum new dress/top thing - parents £10 - auntie susin and i fink stevo sed hes gettin me a new tongue bar woo neways, i typed enuf, im done, type more laters xx Current Mood: disappointed Current Music: the used - blue and yellow (Comment on this)